Chasing Tomorrow Foundation

After losing my son, and life as I knew it being completely disrupted, I found myself in a place of darkness with overwhelming pain. Carrying the weight of generational ‘manhood’, talking about or even expressing my emotions was something that I was not equipped to do. I found myself pushing so much emotion down, that I created a time bomb of mental health issues, as well as entertained suicidal ideations. It came to a point where the pain was something I no longer wanted to bear, and I wanted out. Coming face to face with these thoughts and feelings left me no choice but to find a way through them.

I knew I wanted to live, I just didn’t know what to do with the pain. I began telling myself, if you feel like this tomorrow… I give you permission to leave, but today… Today you have to do everything humanly possible to change how you feel, and process what you feel in a healthy way. 

This was the moment I began "Chasing Tomorrow". Taking an intentional approach to engage with my inner being, and finally address decades of pinned up emotions, generational trauma, and conditioning. Chasing Tomorrow is a personal journey through holistic healing modalities, coupled with science to face grief, trauma, and surviving the loss of a child. Chasing Tomorrow is my mantra created to fight depression and anxiety.